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dead

2007-01-02T04:09:00.000-08:00

This blog's dead... haay... ang hirap ksi magmaintain ng blog. Anyway, meron naman akong sariling website----- http://pebbles.oh-so-crispy.org/ plus... meron pa kong secret na website...bahala na kayong hanapin yung link na hidden sa entry na ito.Yun lang... di ko alam kasi parang ang hirap magopen up nang marami kahit sa www. Hay nku wala lang talaga kong magawa kaya naisipan kong mag-post ng walang kakwenta kwentang entry.

~cleaning up the wilderness*

2006-10-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

currently listening to: Dreaming with a Broken Heart - John Mayer

currently feeling: excited!!![yeah!!!]

craving for: hhmm...strawberries

Hey guys! I've been really busy (with nuthin at all... hehe) course i was updating my site... Anyway.... i cleaned up my

closet today... (at last!!!) after a few ages.... threw away a few things like scrunchies i don't use.... broken clips...

poem manuscripts (they suck anyway...), etc. I took some photos of some things i found tucked away in the wilderness of my closet.... i decided to take 'em out so i could finally use them...here are some snapshots..

nnnnnn

anyway, my bday's comin'up *WOOHOO!* but... I don't know if I'm really excited about it... It's been really a tough time for

me... [so this is the cue for me to cry...just kiddin'] but seriously, i actually feel sad, coz i'm getting older! and i feel

that i am still not that mature yet... still the childish me... I don't know if i'll be treating my friends out...

considering my awesome state of finances right now...*groans* so if there's some friend who's reading my blog right now... hehe... i'm kinda broke at this point so why don't you guys just treat me instead!!! haha!!!

so while i was thinkin' about my bday.... i thought of making a wishlist.... so here it goes...

1] adobe ps cs2 cd--(my previous adobe ps got deleted during reformatting and the cd i used to install it was cousin's who's now abroad *tsk*tsk*tsk*)

2] a white laptop!!!

3] a plane ticket to john mayer's concert in australia!!! but then... i don't have an australian visa... hhhmmm....

okay... i changed my mind... a cd of john mayer's continuum would be okay... lol =D.

4] a website!!! a purchased one!!! I'm currently hosted by Josey... but of course i'd still want a website i can call my very

own so i can name it whatever i want and learn to host other people too!

5] a car!!! a honda jazz would do... hehe..

6] a trip to Europe!!! haha!

7] good grades this semester and the next and the next and the...

8] good health...

9] WORLD PEACE!!! *waves like a beauty queen* hehe...

Everything's in random order.... some are material things. some are not... some are attainable in a short time... some may

take years... but hey... its a WISHLIST... but i really do hope they all happen...*crosses fingers*

oh!oh! i have to blog about this... i have finally watched the episode where Meredith said the famous Grey's Anatomy quote..."i love you... in a really really big [way?], i'll pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you. so pick me, choose me, love
me..." awww... isn't that sweet? hehe... well the part there that stuck to everyone is the PICK ME, CHOOSE ME... LOVE ME... part... haay... I'm so addicted to Grey's Anatomy... Seriously!!! I can't wait to watch the next episode tonight... seriously, seriously, Seriously!!! haha! I don't know how many times Meredith and... what's-her-name-again? said the word seriously in that episode... hehe... it was really funny... after that episode I've been saying "Seriously!" alot often... hehe...

If you guys haven't seen my Website yet... here's a link.

Click here.--->PEBBLES

It's a grahics website so if you're into blogging, friendster, and stuff like that....or if you want to browse through my

works, then you should try visiting it =)
gotta go now... i'm beat...

2006-09-25T23:16:00.000-07:00

BOO! Pebbles is now on to blog... what about??? hehe... nuthin' much... just wanted to tell something about my latest addictions... Grey's Anatomy and The Fray....
To start off... Grey's anatomy is now my official fave show... as in!!! I so love the show, probably because i once dreamt of workin' as a doctor/surgeon... and ilove learning about medical terms and stuff... i kinda relate to meredith, too, sometimes...It's like the new "Alli Mcbeal" show (did i spell that right, ugh! i don't remember anymore!) only, this time surgeons are the ones on the tube... its not like ER coz this one focuses more on a single character... uhmm... i dont really know... i was too young to remember the ER series.... but that's as far as i could remember... oh! i also find George funny...i so like him...he looks kinda geeky... but really adorable... haha... i dont know how to describe him more... so you better just watch the show...Here in the phil, it's currently airing its first season, can you believe it??? when actually, i'ts already in its 3rd season... and it also has "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol as its soundtrack for its second season, and "How to Save a Life" by The Fray for its 3rd season.... ooohhh... i so love those songs especially the one by fray...
where did i go wrong i lost a friend somewhere along in bitterness... but how could i stayed up with you all night when i don't know how to save a life...
bet you sang along with me too, huh? [ btw, was the lyrics right???] ive been chasing that song all over the radio, its being played almost every hour!!! and the lyrics are great... that's why its now my official fave song... huh! uhmm... well thats about it.... gotta go ryt now.... ciao!

blogskin, koreanovela, radio etc

2006-09-11T00:13:00.000-07:00

busy doing: pixels and bullets
listening to: how to save a life- the fray
craving for: anything! its almost dinnertime
wearing: tank and shorts

hi! im back! ok... ok... i havent blogged for quite some time but thats becoz i was really busy updating my FIRST EVER GRAPHIC SITE which is now currently hosted by JOSey i know it aint that great compared to the others but at least i now have more room to grow and all.=) Okay since i was gone for weeks, im going to blog a lot of topics.

IT'S SEPTEMBER!
I cant believe the -BER months are finally here! dear, time really does fly fast... its nearing Christmas again! and it just makes me feel sad ... now that life's currently messed up for me ... on the other hand, im excited coz ill get to see my grandma and grandpa from the states again. The last time they were here was when i entered college and they helped me move to baguio. Its actually mixed emotions, now that i know they're coming i feel a lot guilty coz i didn't keep my promise. okay, enough about the sad stuff. Christmas is all about being happy. =) and being thankful.

MY GIRL
The Koreanovela my girl already ended 2 weeks ago, i was really busy so i wasnt able to blog about it earlier. The ending was a bit dramatic, of course, but with a lot of comedy =). haay... ill surely miss ldw... hehe... he's so cute *blush*

NEW BLOGSKIN
anyway... i made a new layout the 3 days ago... it features teddy geiger with his song lyrics a million years... visit my blogskins account.

FULLY BOOKED
what else...what else... oh... i was listening to jam last night and i heard that fully booked now has a branch in north edsa which is so great coz i dont have to go that far into the makati area to check out their uber cool stuff=D Im guessing that their store is in the "BLOCK" area. By the way, its the new building beside the main mall.. ive seen it already, i dont know if i had already blogged about it, but its really really cool! Its just like the new malls in makati and libis, much like Gateway, which is good, its about time that sm make some improvements. Ive been long bored by the same stores i see everytime i try to hang out there.

RADIO FREAK
Daddy and i decided to switch phone coz his was acting pretty strange lately, he asked me if i could let him use mine. Despite its crappiness, im enjoying dad's fone coz it has radio in it which my phone unfortunately doesn't have. And so, im now MORe addicted to listenint to the radio. I was listening to rx awhile ago...(oh! i really love the morning rush esp, the top ten thing) the topic was about "top10 answers to stupid questions". One entry was about a guy being interviewed for a job, take note this happened in real life.
INTERviewer:"what do u do in a meeting?"
applicant: uhmmm.... meet?
later on...
INTERviewer:"what's the most stupid question ever asked to you?"
applicant:ahh...what do u do in a meeting?

haha! i cant imagine him being hired after that!
another....(real life again)
a father brought his son to the hospital. His son was so obviously in pain coz he was clutching his belly and crying.
a nurse approached them and asked, "masakit?".

the father thought,"SIGURO ISA KA SA MGA NAKINABANG SA LEAKAGE NOH???"

okay so its mean, but i couldn't help by laugh... =D

okay so that's a lot already, im running out of anything to say. Guess i'll be back again i dont know when...
maybe when there's something really interesting to blog again...

tata!!!

site open!

2006-08-24T05:52:00.001-07:00

my site is now open! thank God i found a really great host!!! My site address is http://pebbles.oh-so-crispy.org. please visit it... im going to make a lot of updates soon!

site open!

2006-08-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

my site is now open! thank God i found a really great host!!! My site address is http://pebbles.oh-so-crispy.org. please visit it... im going to make a lot of updates soon!

2006-08-07T20:22:00.000-07:00

its a rainy tuesday morning.... oh wait... the sun's peeking out already... isnt it weird???
hehehe... anyway... i visited bouncing bubbles yesterday.... great site!!! how i wish i could learn how to do pixel art... i downloaded a cute skin there for my winamp take a look!

choco eclairs and amelie

2006-08-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

hi! a lil upset today coz i was watching amelie awhile ago but dad wanted to watch the news... grrr.... i like that movie so much... anyway... mama and i made some eclairs awhile ago here but she overdid the pastry... it was so hard it was like biting into a cookie! haha! but we're planning to bake another batch this weekend, so it better be perfect... tata! dont be fooled! it may look delicioso but its as hard as concrete! haha!!!

new chain!

2006-08-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

hi! that's my new cellphone chain up there... my previous one got lost when i was doing my research way back in baguio... i think that was about 5 months ago... so i thought it was about time to buy a new one... although i really missed that one a lot...

2006-08-02T01:51:00.000-07:00

ola!!! gosh!!! its been raining for days [as usual] there's so much to blog! okay where to start..... hhhmm...
maybe i should blog chronologically.... more organized hehe... anyway...this may be lil long...

last friday

i made sum chocolate chip cookies!!! and not just some chocochip cookie....
its a choco chocolate chip-pecan cookie! haha!!! my mom luvs pecans so i had to put it in...
anyway here are some pics i took...

last saturday

tita mona and her kids went here to visit coz louise had to attend the practice for kane's bday at their house which is just a block away from here...
they brought some "inipit" which didn't even reached another day!!!
even if louise was there a chaos was still goin on here with migs and louise!!!

sunday

kane's birthday... my mom and i had to rush to the mall by eleven to buy kane a birthday gift which i would be giving and explaing symbolically on her birthday.... we couldnt think of anything symbolic to give but we then came across this hologram slippers {spongebob} and we really thought it was cute...so we bought it... when we came home it was already 3.30!!! and the party was to start at 4! so we hurried bill to dress up and then hailed a taxi and went to balay kalinaw in upd... to make it short... the party was fun....[ there was even a lil bit o' drama] ....

monday
mama broke her lil toe in her left foot,.... i dunno why or how... but now its even bigger than her big toe... thea and i made a lil fun of her just to cheer her up abit.... we're still concerned of cors...
and coz of that i had to fetch bill at his school and pay his tuition fee....

today

huh!!! im actually a lil sad coz i made to skins over the past 3 days and submitted it in blogskins.com today.... however the commentors think they were really bad... =( i eel really sad...
i really did put a lot of effort in 'em.... huhu...
anyway... here they are... http://www.blogskins.com/info/101817 and http://www.blogskins.com/info/101818

-voodoo- invited me to join their logo making contest for their outing however im not singaporean!!! huhu....

to KHEN: codes for comments

2006-07-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

hi khen.. here's the code u were askin... you have to put them between the blogger tags.... [its in your layout already, you just have to insert this]

<blogitemcommentsenabled> <a href="<$BlogItemCommentCreate$">" <$BlogItemCommentFormOnClick$>> <$BlogItemCommentCount$> comments</a></blogitemcommentsenabled>

ok thats it... have to go... hope that helps khen!!! =]

2006-07-21T05:23:00.000-07:00

hallo!!! *waves* really excited to post coz i made another vector art....

well that's about it... im alone right now.. they all went out...
wasn't feeling well so i decided to stay...
better wash the dishes before they come so i wouldn't get scolded...
tata!!!

vecTorARt

2006-07-20T00:57:00.000-07:00

hey there!!! i was browsing da awhile ago... and i stumbled upon a tutorial about vector art!!! *wow!* i was so excited i downloaded it in no time and started following the instructions....

man... was it hard....

i tried using my pic that i took when we were in asin hot springs....
here's the BEFORE PIC.... [please excuse the bloated face] i just woke up when i took this...

and here's the PRODUCT

see??? the right eye is bigger than the left...
hay... hay... anyway... i think i did good...

got to go now...
just thought of sharing this to you... n_n
buh-bye!!!

2006-05-27T05:46:00.001-07:00

new post! new post! thought i could never blog again...
sighs,
long story...
well im really bored... i signed in at ym but no one was online...
the rain's pouring really hard right now... and the thunder keeps on
rolling and rolling...
hhmm...
yah know... im thinking about signing up as a call center agent... haay..
never imagined that coming...
.....
im out of words... i dunno, theres been a lot of things goin on lately and i dont really know where to start

im just bloghopping right now... just to get my mind of my problems....

sigh,

better get on with it

tata...

2006-05-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

2006-05-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

i used to paint a picture of my life
as a dull colorless scene,
but when you came...

now all i can paint

are rainbows....

thanks for coming into my life...

2006-04-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

hallo!!! im back to blog again... but not much... i have stayed too long in the pc so i have to make this quick... =>
i have finally made a cool friendster profile!!! yiPpee!!! here's my site...check it out...
http://www.friendster.com/profiles/najeen

hayy.. me and my mom arent in good terms ryt now....
gtg.. bye...

2006-04-13T00:09:00.000-07:00

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survey out of boredom

2006-04-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

1. Inaaway mo ba yung guard sa gate niyo pag dika pinapapasok?:: nope, never p naman nya ko di pinapasok
2. Lagi ka bang nalelate?:: mejo mga ilang minutes lang nmn...
3. Complete uniform ka ba lagi?:: la kming uniform... =) saya di b?
4. Sumusunod ka ba lagi sa mga school rules?:: yes...
5. Kumakanta ka ba ng Pambansang Awit atSchool Hymn?:: kpag naaabutan ng flag ceremony
6. Active ka ba sa klase?:: minsan...kpg feel ko... most of the tym la ko imik
7. Mababa ba ang IQ mo o mataas?:: ave
8. Nakikipagdaldalan ka ba ?:: yes pero minsan lang...
9. Hinaharass mo ba ang mga teacher niyo?:: huh?! ahh.. di nman.. di nman...
10. Napapunta ka na ba sa prefect of discipline'soffice dahil sa kabalbalan?:: nope
11. Napahiya ka na ba sa klase?:: cnt remember
12. Napahiya ka na ba ng teacher sa klase?:: yes...kc di ko nsgot ung prob... huh! kainis tlga ung prof n un...
13. Gumagawa ka ba ng assignments o kopya kalang?:: yes... sipag eh...
14. Kumakain ka ba tuwing break?:: yup
15. Ano ang first line ng School Hymn ninyo?::UP naminG maHaL pamantasang hirang. atingipagdiwang bulwagan ng dangal...
16. Naging medalist ka na ba?:: di eh
17. Nangotong ka na ba sa kaklase m?:: no!!
18. Natutulog ka ba sa klase?:: yes...sa bot109 lab... sma ng pakiramdam ko eh... kei lang un... nagd-drwing lang nmn kmi ng specimens c partner muna ngdrawing
19. Pumapasok ka ba sa ibang room kahit na mayklase sila?:: hinDi...
20. Gusto mo ba ang mga patakaran ninyo sainyong eskwelahan?:: oo!!! freedom!!!
21. Nagtetext ka ba habang nagkaklase kayo?:: minsn...
22. Nagdadala ka ba ng mga pagkain sa roomniyo?:: yes... pwede nmn.. pro dpende rin mnsan s prof
23. Ano ang pinakamahirap na subject para sa iyo?:: chem!!! lahat ng chem!!!
24. Natawag mo na bang "sir" ang ma'am nyo, at"ma'am" ang sir niyo?:: o nmn... ok lang un
25. Ano ang pangalan ng eskuwelahan mo?:: UP ewan ko kung manila b o baguio
26. Naaksidente ka na ba sa school? anongklaseng aksidente?:: hnd pa nmn
27. Ano ang laging kinakain mong pagkain sacanteen?:: cookies... bhra lang ako kumain ng rice
28. in general, love mo college life mo?:: haay.. kahit mahirap oo...

2006-03-24T03:18:00.001-08:00

haay.. kakamiss ang buong buong bio4

2006-03-18T21:10:00.000-08:00

summer day

2006-03-12T03:55:00.000-08:00

riding along...
going away...
singing a song...
for a summer-y day!

come out and feel the sun...
shine down on everyone...
come out see the colors play
cause you'll love the summer day...

2006-03-12T03:08:00.000-08:00

haay.. hellew there...im at home ryt now doing my project in socsci... im doing quilling to design it...
ha!!! i ought to share this... i bought aviator shades... cool huh?! wait til i wear it... hehe [yabang noh]
well got to get going or il never be able to finish it... au revoir!!!

2006-03-11T08:40:00.000-08:00

the love you can't have lasts the longest, feels the strongest, and hurts the most

2006-02-25T20:41:00.000-08:00

2006-02-08T20:16:00.000-08:00

lapit na summer...

2006-02-08T02:59:00.000-08:00

went to DA awhile ago... im so tyred... ialready took a nap... but i still feel so exhausted...
im so hungry too..
and i still have to prepare for my research paper writin tomorrow...
thats why im doing a research ryt now..
gtg... im really hungry, need to grab sum food...

2005-12-15T23:47:00.000-08:00

hellew there!!! => hehe... tonyt'z paskilaban!!! yipee!!! im so excited.. i wonder what'll happen later.. lst year's pasiklaban was really fun.. ate ar, te peri and te paula were even there!!! hihi!!! im gonna be on the look out too... for &*`# hehe.. hope i see him.. newaiz.. gotta go.. i have to be ready... tata!!!

2005-11-01T23:39:00.000-08:00

sem break....

2005-10-30T12:04:00.000-08:00

haaay.. its halloween's eve... here i am again updating my blog...
havent done anything interesting lately... i just lazed around all day... wathcing tv...
oh... i made cards pla... i think i made five... out of boredom.. hehe...
i still havent processed my cross reg for up baguio... im really hoping theyd admit me there...

here are a few things i wish to do before i go back burying myself in books...

go to xaymaca
go swimming
go to la union
have my computer fixed... or better, buy a new one!!!

got to get going now...

au revoir!!!

free...

2005-10-26T20:07:00.000-07:00

had the 2nd part of my debut last nyt.. all my frends were there.. really fun.. hehe...
the pc's not workin up to now.. i doubt whether it'll ever work again.. haay...
im glad school's over... im enjoying my break sumhow... i plan to cross reg in baguio... i hope i get accepted....
oh about my debut last sat... actually i planned to have a children's party hehe.. balik pagkabata... but then i int have enuf tym to prepare for it... pero di na pla kelangan
i got what i wished for.. hehe.. si mama kasi ganun ung naging theme.. hehe.. saya.. ill try to post the pics after.. to share 2 yeh... hehe...

2005-10-11T12:30:00.000-07:00

ha! finally... exams are over... i guess, unless i have to take the removal exams for calculus.... the pc's still not workin so here i am in a computer shop...
i really missed blogging!!! its been a month!!! haha!!! well, im planning to go to baguio maybe next week... i deserve a peaceful break!!! i wana go swimming.... ha... but no one's with me to go to la union... so i guess i'd better leave swimming for summer... cant tell yah much coz i feel awkward typing stuff bout myself here in the outside world... hehe... so gotta go...

`~kung wala ka~`

2005-09-25T17:00:00.000-07:00

currently listening to: kung wla ka-hale
haay... ilove this song sobra... sweet...
ryt now im researching para sa paper ko sa histo...
so i wont be able to blog all the events for the past few weeks now
but i'll leave yah with the lyrics of "kung wla ka"....

Natapos na ang lahat
Nandito pa rin ako
Heto nakatulala
Sa mundo, sa mundo
Hindi mo maiisip
Hindi mo makikita
Ang mga pangarap ko
Para sa'yo, para sa'yo
oh ...
Hindi ko maisip
Kung wala ka oh ...
Sa buhay ko
Nariyan ka pa ba
Hindi ka na matanaw
Kung merong madaraanang
Pasulong, pasulong
oh ... Hindi ko maisip
Kung wala ka oh ...
Sa buhay ko
Sundan mo
ang paghimig na lulan
Na aking pinagtatanto
Sundan mo
ang paghimig ko
oh ...
Hindi ko maisip
Kung wala ka oh ...
Sa buhay ko

2005-09-02T19:20:00.000-07:00

hi! ;) im back after a stressful week...
well, i was cryin, [again...] a while ago... coz i was really feeling confused about whether i was to drop or not my chem subj... i was talkin it over tomy mom...
at the end... i made the decision...
i kept my subject....
arrgh....
that's becoz i wana go back to baguio... and that's the only way i can go back there...
lia said i had to keep a clean record... so...
goOd luck to me!!!
haaay...
well im kinda haPpy.. coz my math exam which was s'pPosed to be tomorrow was moved to wednesday...
dunno why....
but at least i can still sleep tight tonight without worrying much... but then, i still have classes for tomorrow... i hate saturdays...
ooOhh... havent told yah yet...
i already got my haRry potter 6!
isn't that great!!! im already in chapter 4 and im gonna cntinue reading it now.. so... tata!!!

2005-09-02T05:01:00.000-07:00

me....

2005-08-27T18:05:00.000-07:00

2005-08-22T20:25:00.000-07:00

bippidee--boppidee-boo!!! hello there! can u believe it... our exam was postponed til next week!

haha!!! i was so worried last night coz i still havent finished studying!!!

so i decided tuh do my history essay which is due tomorrow...

however...

i never realized that it was a tedious job...

imagine...

2 cds...

56 volumes...

900+ pages...

i spent hrs just looking up at the index!!!

...oh.. went to tita a while ago... heard from my cuzn dwight that hale's comin up at their school this november!!! isnt that great!!!
well, hale went to my school the other week but i couldnt go coz i had an exam the next day...

so this is my chance!!!

heehee...

2005-08-20T20:06:00.000-07:00

hello... i feel so pressured again... i have to study and memorize for my exam tomorrow...
then i have to study a 2-cd lecture for my histo subject and then make an essay...
i should be starting now.. but then,... im still to lazy to begin...
well i was surfin the net for mp3 downloads of colourblind...
its one o' my faves too... reminds me of the good ol' days..
it puts me into a good mood... well here is the lyrics...

"Colourblind"

[Verse #1]

Feeling Blue, Well im trying to forget the feeling that i miss you,

Feeling Green, When the jealousy sweels and it wont go away and dreams,

Feeling Yellow, Im confused inside a little hazy but mellow.

[Bridge]

When i feel your eyes on me,

Feeling fine, its sublime, When that smile of yours creeps into my mind.

[Chorus]

Nobody told me it feels so good,

Nobody said you would be so beautiful,

Nobody warned me about your smile,

You're the light, You're the light, When i close my eyes,

Im colourblind.

[Verse #2]

Feeling Red, When you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead,

Feeling Black, When i think about all of the things that i feel i lack,

Feeling Jaded, When its not gone right, all the colours are faded.

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

2005-08-20T03:04:00.000-07:00

2005-08-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

currently listening to: promisES not neCessAry (vision of escaflowne)
moOd: and (credits:)
doing: ResearCh on cat musCulature.. 4 my upcomIng exams
thinKing of: whAts 4 dinner...
wishing... : that i was in bagUio rYt noW...

heLlo... woke up really early this morning and surfed the net for the theme song of visions of Escaflowne... the only aNime i ever really watChed...
i think i was only 10 when i first saw it...jeez... that was kinda a long tyme ago...
i haven't seen the movie yet...
well i really wish i coulD, but i dont know where to buy the cd...
it didn't really became that popular here as in other couNtries....

anyway... tomorrows sunDay.. and there's lotsA schOol worK tuh do...
i really want to quit SchOol ryt now...
SerioUsly!!!
most people myt be surPrised about me sAyin this... but if my mom would really agRee...
id reaLly stop then just resume it next sem in baguiO...
ive already told her, my mom, and she told me that if that was really what i wanted, then i could...
hhhmmmm...
maybe she hasn't realized everythin' yet...
and so do i...
but all i know is that i really hate goin' tuh school becoz of the stress, heat, adjustments and fatigue...
and it's really affecting my grades already...
i feel really sad...
there's no minute that i never felt sad about studying in that school...
i dont feel proud being there...
its like i dont deserve being in that schoOl... but i dont feel saD about that...
i dnt really wana be there anyway...
whAt i feel sad about is how much i miss studying in baguio...
how i enjoyed with mY stUdies...
this is by far...
the wOrst thing that i ever expeRienced... i often come home from schOol crying to my mom... telling her the bad things that keep happening to me almost everyday...
about rude and inconsiderate pEople, terror profs, flunked exams,so hard-to-understand lessons... i never cried really hard about these things when i was in baguio...
of coRz... i also had a share of sum Of these things wHEn i was there... but i was able handle all the adjustmeNts very well...
sumTyms i push Back my teaRs when i cum hoMe coz i don't want my mom to see Me cryin again. she'll just scOld me and tell me that thAt's how cOllege lYfe is...
i know that.... but i wish She knoWs exactly hOW i feel... whaT im goin throUgh... in eaCh day that I enter tHat school... besydS... mine is a very different situation compared to hers...
when shE was stIll in coLlege...
i miss my frieNds... we'd help one aNother in SchOol works and talk about our lives...
i dont really have friends that i really hang out with here all the tyme...
i keEp praying that sum mirAcle would happEn... and that id wake up one day and fiNd myself baCk in Baguio...
im really really depresSed ryt nOw...
soRry if yah had to reAd abOut my pathetic lyfe...
well....
that's just How i rEally feel rYt now...
i dont kNow anyOne to Pour unto my feelIngs....

2005-08-04T20:40:00.000-07:00

its been a week since my last entry here...
as usual, i was busy with school....
*yawns* im really sleepy...
again...
so goin on with the updates...i was in school the whole day today and i feel really tired coz we did a really long experiment and i also looked for sum lab materials and printed our report...
oohh... i can't keep my eyelids up any more...
tomorrow, i only have two classes...
but im planning to skip my last class coz its late in the afternoon already and my first class ends at eleven thirty....
hehe... its okay we really do nuthin important in my last class and my prof doesnt check attendance....
tommorow will be my official rest day!!!
yaY!!!

2005-07-21T15:45:00.000-07:00

haiz.... came home early today!!! ahha!! we dint meet for our chem lab experiment...
we were s'pposed to do distillation...
thank God.... i have a n exam this sat... and ive been whining since last night coz i havent got enough tym to study...

yesterday in math, the class was talkin bout the 6th volume of harry potter...
oooooooh, can't help but feel bad coz i still dont have my copy coz my cuz sent it in package,
which wouldn't probably arrive til next month.... huhu.. cant wait to read it!!!

i heard sumone's gonna die...AGAIN... at the end of the book...
oohhh... im already feelin awful before even getting my hands on it....

speakin of awful... aside from feelin awful about the book's ending...
i also feel aweful... as in awefully... AWEFUL.. abt my chem exam...
for the first time ever.... i... totally flunked....
i was almost to tears when i saw my paper...
i wasn't suprised, i knew that i would really fail the exam coz i dint have much time to review and i wasn't able to attend the first 3 meetings coz i was filing my change mat applications...
but still, i really prayed that somehow i would make it to the passing grade...
this could have been the worst day for me, if not for the results of my bio exam,
which earned high remarks...
and for jamby's treat.... (tomrow's her bday!)

hhaayy... guess i just have to study harder...
oh,i feel like crying... this would not be happening if only i was in baguio...

2005-07-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

*tsk*tsk* tyme to sweep off the cobwebs here in my blog... i really am busy nowadays...
well, what can i tell yah...
i had an exam in bio 102 earlier... twas quite hard...
but, that's just how the way things are expected to be here in my new school...
and...
i hate it...
then after that i had to attend my chem 31.1 class...
hate that too...
but things went out fine... i never thought i'd do the experiment ryt.
unlike last week...
dnt knw what was goin' in my mind back then...i almost cried...
aside from the fact that it was a lil embarassing... the teacher seemd really annoyed
well...
thank God!its actually the 1st time that i everfelt good about doing lab expts in college...
*yawns* its pretty late now...
and i still am lazy to do my home work...
my eyelids can't stay up...
im really tired...

2005-07-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

tomrow's another day...
another stressful day...
can't help but to count down the days when school shall be finally over...
i hate school!
gosh, can't beliv i have finally said that,
i never hated school so much as now...
God help me please...

2005-07-08T05:08:00.000-07:00

wheew... thank God my exam tomorrow was moved!!!

2005-06-25T18:19:00.000-07:00

went to karen's debut last nyt...
un lang...
masaya....
andun highschool friends...
nakakalungkot din ksi kulang tym para magkwentuhan...
xempre minsan lang kami magkitakita...

2005-06-24T23:53:00.000-07:00

im listening to peter gabriel's "the book of love"
so sweeT!
luv it!
iv been listening to it since 2 hrs ago!
cnt help it!

listen to it now!
http://blog.myspace.com/pebbles_najeen

2005-06-17T11:12:00.000-07:00

hhhhhhhhmmmmm.....
ayan na nga... almost 2 weeks full of stress and nagkasakit n nga ko...
tonsil pharyngitis...
at di lang un...
overfatigue...
grabeh...
3 days ako di pumasok....
i'll start looking for a dorm right now....
di ko tlga kaya ang travel...
sobrang init kasi....
grabeh,.... wlang katapusang headache....

can't take it....

2005-06-13T20:25:00.000-07:00

gosh!!! its been a week since my last entry here...
my pc broke down... and i hate goin' to a computer shop...
nwaiz...
last monday was the official enlistment for transferees..
i left home, hoping that my desired subjects would be all enlisted...
but to my dismay.... only 3 subjects were enlisted...
i had to go back the next day and late register the rest of my subjects...
up to now i still am not satisfied with my sked...
i'll try to make a few changes tomorrow...
WheeW!!! 6 stressful days...
can't believe im killin myself unintentionally....
i dunno when im gonna get used to this kinda life...
i dunno whether i'll be able to survive college!!!
God please help me....

2005-06-05T02:59:00.000-07:00

enrollment tom.. kaasar.. have to wake up really early... sana matanggap sked ko,,,

2005-06-03T17:41:00.000-07:00

went to grotto last sat....
nagswimming with some friends...
came home ng twelve ng gabi... hehe...
then kinabukasan bday ng grand uncle ko...
nabore lang ako...
haay...
then the very next day diretso na sa baguio para kumuha ng permit.. kakapagod...
met some of my blockmates there.. sa diliman na dw sila...
then when i finally got my permit.. i headed back to manila...
at kinabukasan sa upmanila na naman ako... nagpasa ng req...
wed...
pahinga...
thurs...
advising and pili ng subj.. buong araw na naman....

2005-05-17T20:13:00.000-07:00

summer's sOon slipping away and i still haveN't done anything to say that i had a CoOL summer!!! waAAh!!!
well im making a list of all the things i wish to do before i go back to burying myself into bOoks....
*it may also include sum things that im wishing to do RIGHT NOW,but could'nt,due to my insufficient savings,but i would surely do... once i hav saved up enuf...*

hit the bEAch!!!
make at least 10 new cardS *im in2 crafts and cardmaking*
go to la union so i cud get the rest of moi things... and so that i cud also take a swim there... hehe..
go back to baguio and visit saGada and see the Crystal cave...
play golf aGain in caMp john Hay...
go ice skating...
parasailing in hUndred islands...
go kayaking...
go traversing...
find, learn sumthing good and NEw to bake and of course... bake it...
enroll in a speechpower program...
go back to negros and visit again all the beaches that ive been to...*think,think* *goSh!!! ive been to every beach there!!!*

2005-05-15T00:48:00.000-07:00

2005-05-08T22:45:00.000-07:00

when i entered college, i had a lot of mixed emotions. i felt excited becoz i know this could be a new start for me.
nervous... well yah... but only a little... coz i sumhow knew back then that baguio would surely be like a second home to me... SAD too... coz i missed my highschool friends... and becoz i had to leave manila where i grew up...
i thought. *hey.. the finest colleges are in manila and here i am... leaving manila to study in baguio* ... Afraid ... ive been to baguio alot of times... but i have never stayed there for mre than two days... and i knew living in baguio would be a great challenge for me... especially when i had to stay in a dorm... with five people that i barely know...
but turned out that living and studying in baguio was the best experience of my life!!! back there.. i met alot of cool people especially in school... i had a fun time meeting different people... and at last... something meaningful was fed to my withering brain hehe....in my dorm... i got room mates who have great sense of humour... i love the climate.. and i love the fresh air i breathe everyday as opposed to the smog that covers manila... i love my bed.. coz i get to wake up every morning with a beautiful view of the sun peeping through the mountains... i love my school coz i dont have to wear any uniform... i can wear what ever i wnt... and becoz its surrounded by a lot of pine trees... i love the school's Pond... its where we continue our PE classes when the other section had to use our room... i love session road... its where i take a walk when ive got nothing to do... or when i feel really annoyed... i love sm baguio... coz its unique among all sm branches... i love the fog... the way it completely covers oble.. hehe... and how it makes you look like ur in the states when u take pictures of urself in the veranda of sm baguio... iove the city lights at night when i travel back to baguio from mnila...
but my life in baguio isnt all that fun... i had to deal with the various personalities of my roommates...
we had alot of sveral disagreements... but thank God not one ever got really serious...
and thank God too for givin me alot of patience...
in school.... there are people who just have very different personalities... theyre so unique...sumtyms.. it gets pretty hard to deal with them....
there were also times that i became so homesick...
and as time went by...the more i noticed the stale food i eat everyday down in our dorm canteen .... i usually love the food... coz i get to choose from dfrent ULamz... but i guess the lutong bahay version would always be the best....
haay... but now im back in manila.... im glad to be finally home... without worrying anything about school...
i admit... i really miss baguio... but i wouldn't trade anything for mama's coOking....

'tis mah pictuRe puzZle

2005-05-05T08:50:00.000-07:00

tRiwizaRd tournament....

2005-05-05T08:45:00.000-07:00

waAAh... i cant wait to see the teaser trailer of harRy potter "goblet of fire"!!!!

jstanotherday

2005-04-29T19:20:00.000-07:00

hmmm.... today was fun although a lil bit tiring... i met up with aerica and we were interviewed by some people from the marketing dept of bobson where her tita oji works. at first.. i thoughtit would be really boring, but later on we were alreay havin fun talking about the fashion trends for teens today and what would probably attract their attention... they were also thinking of a campaign slogan so they showed a set of pre-made slogans and asked our opinions about it... it was funny coz we gave out-of-this world comments!!! waah!!! but they said it was okay coz they wanted to know what would automatically pop out of every person's head...
hehe.. all in all.. it was really...really fun!!! ... and we even got some freebies!!! not bad eh??? =>

yaDa...yaDa...yada....

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tRiwizaRd tournament....

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